It Ain’t Over!
The end is usually not the beginning! With Paul, what we always here about is his glorious ministry traveling around the areas of Italy, Greece and Asia telling others of the Salvation that is of Jesus, the Christ. However, the first two years of his ministry were not so glorious. Paul sat in his own house and entertained whoever came to speak to him. The beginning is so like that in that you of your own resources give to whoever will receive in order that you exercise your ministry. In time, the totality of your ministry will be revealed, and the unction to DO and ACT becomes so powerful and real that it cannot be denied or missed. You will get to where God intends, but initially God needs for us to be who we, let God have who we are where we are, and eventually He will take us to where He want us to be!
Don’t be distracted by what YOU think should be happening or where YOU think you should be.
People will come at you and even your own thoughts will serve to be against you sometimes when you let your expectations or focus go awry. Just be still and know and you will be able to then see that God is getting the glory EVEN in the hmble beginnings of your becoming.