It’s Better Now
When I gave God my life and then gave God my hand to lead and guide me, the quality of my life increased drastically! I would have never believed that it would be this way. I felt like serving God was just a life and living plagued by suffering and being without. Well, that does happen but the good does outweight the bad. There has been chaos. There has been times of being without. But let me tell you that there comes those times when I FIND MYSELF in a better place. It is a place that has peace. IT is a place that has my needs satisfied. It is a place that gives me joy. It is a place the makes me feel seafe and secure. Yes, I FIND MYSELF in these places. I say it like that because I don’t guide or lead myself to them. It is God. I don’t know where these places are usually. But God does. I have mistakenly labeled chaos as peace and poverty as prosperity many times to my own detriment. It put me in many a mess.
But, when I let God lead me, regardless of what I have to go through, I end up in a better place and space!
It may not be what I thought “green” would be, but it is what I needed. It may not be the “still” that I wanted, but it provides to me a rest that I need and appreciate!
